I Wish I Could Cry

November 18, 2025

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ajtonyperkins

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I wish I could cry. I have explained previously how many of my emotions did not exist. This is particularly my ability to experience happiness, also known as anhedonia.

Another emotion that I don’t experience is the ability to cry. I can’t cry. This is a result of my childhood. Through the tragic events that I experienced, I lost the ability to cry. I could cry at first as a child, but at one point, that ability went away. I lost it.

I know how and why it stopped, but that is for another day. The focus now is that I can’t cry.

I wish I could let it all out, all the pain, let it out.

I wish I could cry.

Roy is so fortunate. He can cry.